these past few weeks have left me thinking..i want to be single again. for so many reasons. i think i’m not happy with how things are going in my life now. i wish i could go home and live life as i used to. am sick of having to keep understanding HIS selfishness, inconsideration and downright disregard for my present condition and my feelings. maybe it’s better to be single than be in a relationship but get nothing out of it anyway. you’re in a relationship for give and take, right? but what if there’s simply nothing left in the relationship for you to take? when you can’t even look at the person in the eye because he hurts you so much you feel like you’re losing what’s left of the love and respect you have for him? am actually in the office now and trying so hard not to control the tears. i wish it was easy to just get up and leave. am thinking of my baby though.. being pregnant and all, i can’t just pack my things and leave with no definite direction to go. what am i to do?
